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Monday, March 9th, 2009

Subject:Hey everyone my names Sparkle :)
Posted by:ivannagoose.
Time:9:21 am.
1. Location: San Francisco   
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines:about 4 years
3. Preferred method of usage :shooting,smoking,snorting,
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process): First of all its the greatest feeling nothing can compare, fucking on it is amazing, and I love how focused I become on it, I'm an artist and if I do a shot I make the most amazing pieces ever.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: kap bambino,golfrapp, erase errata, sneaker pimps

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Tuesday, August 15th, 2006

Subject:Promoting
Posted by:5ar13.
Time:7:53 pm.
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Tuesday, May 16th, 2006

Subject:word.
Posted by:kaitlinmichelle.
Time:1:53 pm.
Name:kaitlin
1. Location: cali
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: about 2 years
3. Preferred method of usage: smoking
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process):
its fucking amazing
a high like no other
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: the faint
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Saturday, January 14th, 2006

Subject:Don't Mind Me...
Posted by:iamsounamused.
Time:1:54 pm.
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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005

Subject:New girl on the block
Posted by:tunnelblack.
Time:7:50 pm.
Mood: bored.
I just found this site, yay!
here's my amo:
1.Location: Fullerton, CA
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: Ten years, off and on
3. Preferred method of usage: smoker
4. Why you enjoy the drug: when I haven't had it in a few days and I don't have to go to work..


5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: Industrial or something like that...

I was hoping to meet peep's in my area....
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Saturday, September 24th, 2005

Subject:Ehh
Posted by:iamsounamused.
Time:5:54 am.
If we cannot figure out what to do with this community, I'm going to chop it, folks.

There's 33 of us here now. We can come up with something.

I won't get any comments on this, probably not, anyway. If I don't, I'm deleting this community. It's a thorn in my side.
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005

Posted by:_jesus_is_dead.
Time:12:37 pm.
1. Location: Bay Area, CA
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: Three years
3. Preferred method of usage: I usually shoot it up, some times dick it
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process): I'm now wondering if I still enjoy it. If that makes any sense. It isn't like Heroin, where the high isn't there any more, and you just need it to feel a sense of normality. But, it's a chore for me, now. I enjoy the intellectual abilities that I don't get when down, but my feelings are mixed.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: Anything from the 90s. Like: NIN, Nirvana, Rancid (the Rancid and Let's Go years), Soundgarden, Radiohead, Hole.
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005

Posted by:iamsounamused.
Time:9:38 am.
Mood: bitchy.
Once again, all my lovely members, I am asking for input.

Would appreciate responses.

What can we do here to liven up this community? What can we do differently than others?

I suppose I'd come up with ideas myself at this present moment, however, I'm not tweekin'. Hence my thought process = mush. Heh. I spent almost a week engaging in daily usage. Sleeping and eating (well, somewhat eating--*fidgets uncomfortably*) every day, but staying spun the remainder of being awake. I loved it. Now, without the drug in my system, things don't feel quite right.

I do absolutely hate that. But I'm trying to stay one notch under junkie, here. *sighs*

Tonight I will more than likely re-up. Something is telling me that at this moment it doesn't matter. I need this drug right now to take care of certain things that I just can't do sober. And I'm talking about my head here. The way I think, the way I feel, the way everything is. It's become much more than some "energizing, feel good" drug. It never was that to me, actually. It's always had much deeper meanings.

I don't know what "fiending" feels like, but I'm not sure I want to know.
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005

Posted by:ona_k.
Time:11:35 pm.
1. Location: Los Angeles for the summer but usually Harvard Campus, Cambridge, Massachusets
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: a few years
3. Preferred method of usage: oral ("parachuting", as its called). I prefer the slow onset (it's always a surprise to find out to what peak it builds, as opposed to instantly knowing how high you're going to get and then just going down from there, as with smoking, IV, or snorting). I also prefer that the peak and drop-off are not so jagged, and it keeps you going for a while. I like to start with 30-60mg oral (I'm talking about pure meth hydrochloride, assuming it hasn't been diluted with crap, or, worse than crap, crushed ritalin) and then I'll smoke or snort on top of that, as long as I'm ensured to have a "cushion" of meth when I come down fromt he smoked/snorted (because the oral is underneath and will keep you going and going and going). Smoother and longer-lasting.
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process): I enjoy almost every aspect of the drug (other than its viciously addictive nature). I talk about combining it with zen Buddhism on my profile page, and I'm also starting a speed harm-reduction and information website in which I'll cover various aspects of the drug (speedsmart.org, bought recently and coming soon). The drug allows me to hold multiple tracks of thought in mind at once (or at least it allows me t believe that's what I'm doing), it allows me to focus for a long time and it gives every thought I have a supreme relevance, currency, and importance that is truly beautiful if I'm taking notes, reading, writing. Not to say I don't love t go to tweaker parties and dance on speed, but what stands out most about it is the way it makes everything seem absolutely right and completely important. Even waiting for an elevator to come and pushing the elevator button takes on a kind of almost-religious significance while on speed. Life becomes Very Important and Very Interesting. (I'm writing this entry sober so my praises for the state aren't even drug-induced). I've used meth at zen temples in kyoto and nara, and it's given me the ability to concentrate on all my senses at once and be very very still - to reach that kind of 'being in the present' that buddhism espouses. the only thing that mattered was the present moment, and it was so rich, so full of all aspects of the universe: smells, sounds, colors. everything stood out and time seemed to stand still, every time. in memory, everything was twinkling gently and crystalline around the edges.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: tweaker music! gabber! trance! techno! electronic brainless pounding! music you can dance to for nine hours and get shin splints to and not care and just keep on going...
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Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

Posted by:ixhatexjellox.
Time:9:51 pm.
1. Location:California
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines:about 5 months
3. Preferred method of usage:snorting.
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process):i think cleary and better.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun:pretty much anything!
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Monday, August 8th, 2005

Posted by:specimen_alert.
Time:10:24 am.
1. Location: Italy
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: Four years
3. Preferred method of usage: Flick
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process): I become a rational thinker, my impulsive behaver is there a lot more too, and it's like having pre-wasted conversations for six hours which is ace with me.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: Fear Factory, Mars Volta, Megadeath, Motorhead
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005

Subject:i have to sleep...i work tommorow...but anyway...GREETINGS!!
Posted by:diamonds_nrust.
Time:3:39 am.
Mood: spun.awake.forcing sleep now..
Name:Melissa

1. Location: Valley Village(or North Hollywood),California
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: hmm about 5 months.
3. Preferred method of usage :snorting
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process):well i did coke for about 2 1/2 years, that was a while ago.quit.wanted something new.Meth was amazing, and still is so far. Im a musician and a writer, so i'll write tons of music mostly on my acoustic guitar.i'll read alot of philosophy too, it helps me decypher each and every part of the philosopher's teaaching alot easier,and i have more deep focs,and it sends me through one hell of a thought process,but mostly writing.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun:gee...it really depends. im spun now and im listening to Mindless self indulgence(industrial sort of band AMAZING!!). Others include: Sonic Youth,Weezer,Supergrass,Blonde redhead EGH IT GOES ON.MOSTLY ANYTHING THAT WILL DELIVER A HEAVY BASS,PSYCHOTIC DRUMS, AND CREATIVE GUITAR.thats all.
nice to meet you :)
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Sunday, July 31st, 2005

Subject:...
Posted by:iamsounamused.
Time:2:34 pm.
I would like to find ways to make this community more active. Any suggestions are welcome, of course.

For now, could everyone describe their best tweek experience? I'm curious to see what kind of insightful moments it brings to others. I've had several very good encounters, but I think the best I've had so far happened only last week. I was on it for 5 days, yet slept almost every night, so technically it wasn't a real tweek per se, but close enough. Heh.

I just recall spending many a moment with the boyfriend, conversing about anything and everything, getting a lot of issues resolved, talking to our tarot cards, feeling a ton of positive energy about things. I even went to work a few nights and had no trouble dealing with "the public" (as my boyfriend likes to call it). I was surprised to find that eating and sleeping came easily. I'm not one of those people who enjoys staying up for days on end. I'd rather be high during the day and sleep when I'm tired, not needing to do more tweek to feel better.

I smoked it and ate it at choice moments (such as when it was time to head off to work). It didn't affect my ability to function around others in that "twacked" zone, which happens quite frequently to me. To where I feel so different that I'm positive everyone around me knows I'm fucked up. Not this dope. It was amazingly wonderful. I--want more.

My dealers went AWOL, however. I dropped them $40 2 days ago and haven't heard from them since. Beginning to wonder what the hell happened. And a bit annoyed. I could call some other people but, my $40 is still out there. I really, truly despise when they pull shit like this.

Well, I'd like to hear stories about everyone else's best tweeks. I know mine wasn't terribly exciting, but I'm actually pretty new to the drug and I try to keep it as low-key as possible because of being on probation. Heh. You know how it goes. *winks*
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Saturday, July 30th, 2005

Posted by:mol0tovcocktail.
Time:4:47 am.
1. Mississippi
2. about four months
3. Smoking and snorting a little bit
4. I like decorating things (collaging, drawing, writing), getting into indepth conversations, delving into any topic is so easy and conclusions come easily, arranging things, chores and house work that are normally mundane, rollerblading, going out and meeting new people.
5. trance, techno, incubus, tool, apc, sublime, hed pe, happy upbeat music and songs i am familar with.
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Friday, July 29th, 2005

Posted by:mundial_media.
Time:6:40 pm.
1. Location: Mexico, but soon Italy
2. How long you have indulged in methamphetamines: Two years
3. Preferred method of usage: Smoke
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process): I have A.D.H.D. so my thought process is interrupted, or I just can't think/concentrate. Once I take a hit, I'm still hyper, but it’s a controlled feeling. It doesn't act like Ritalin where I would be calm and focused but as a loose, and mind altering buzz.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: Tool, Bad Religion, Dystopia
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Monday, July 25th, 2005

Subject:Spigak!
Posted by:iamsounamused.
Time:5:08 am.
I have discovered a whole new world of methamphetamine goodness. Ingesting. What a beautiful, exciting body high with little to no side effects and a pretty pleasing brain high as well. I'll do it if I am forced to go long periods of time without being able to bump (I normally smoke it), such as if I'm at work. Only a small amount, maybe a couple cents, is enough to keep me going for hours without wearing down. I love it. Beats the hell out of snorting, as nasal drip and that fucking burn are almost intolerable.

I've had a hell of an amazing weekend, staying spigakked almost the entire time (got sleep every night, however, because it's just better for me in the longrun). It's one of those tweeks that's been so great it'll be hard to come down from. I'm sure you all know what I mean. Learning how to do the drug in a methodical, maintained, intelligent manner has been nothing short of amazing. I believe it can be easily abused, because of its physical effects and longevity, but it's much more pleasurable and less detrimental if it's done in moderation. It's a shame not everyone is able to control it that way. Maybe it's just better suited for those of high intelligence. Heh.

Well, off to take a few more hits off our last bowl here, and enjoy the last few remaining moments of darkness before the "regular people" wake up and we're once again thrust into the mundane mediocrity of the outside world.
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005

Subject:New...
Posted by:two_on_speed.
Time:11:55 am.
Mood: cheerful.
1. Location : California
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines : About 10 months
3. Preferred method of usage : slam
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process) : I think clearly and sort out problems more logically. And I think about positive things I suppose.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun : metal
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Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

Subject:Took a Break
Posted by:iamsounamused.
Time:3:38 pm.
My apologies for not being active here for a while. As I've been sober from the methamphetamines for the last 3 weeks, I've not had much to say about it. I have been out in L.A. sort of "detoxing" from everything, and now that I've had time to sort some shit out in my life, I'll be returning home to Colorado Springs in a few days.

Long story, no need to tell it.

I did come to the conclusion that I wanted to keep methamphetamines in my life. After ditching alcohol and pill-popping, self-injury and a few other personal issues (well, eating disorder related, mostly), I feel the only two things I can walk away with still intact are my weed and tweek habits. Only because neither of these have ever become a problem.

I have plenty of faith in myself but have wondered off and on what others would say about this. Would I be someone "in denial" of my "real problem" and should stay away from tweek completely? As it's never been a problem from the get-go, but because I will be lacking in the alcohol area (which had become a very serious problem) do you think I have the potential to become a more serious tweeker?

Just things I'm mulling over a bit. Insane thoughts, I'm sure. But ones that could use answers or advice at the very least. Any thoughts, anyone?
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Saturday, May 28th, 2005

Subject:Howdy..
Posted by:5ar13.
Time:2:59 am.
Well I just joined so I thought Id do this:

1. Location - Washington State. A bit south of Seattle
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines - Since I was 16 so about 2 years. I had random experiences before them but I wasnt a user quite yet
3. Preferred method of usage - Smoking. Its so exciting. Like a ritual.
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process) - I love the motivation that it makes me feel. Just a general happy zest for life. I was a very unhappy child (with junkie parents) so I have the hardest time feeling happy. On meth I have a hard time feeling unhappy. Well.. high anyway.
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun - I can never make up my mind. I love Led Zeppelin a lot though and Pantera
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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005

Subject:Application
Posted by:ignorethehunger.
Time:9:03 pm.
1. Location: Colorado Springs, CO
2. How long you have endulged in methamphetamines: For about 2 years
3. Preferred method of usage: Smoking(it's as addicting as the actual high for me!)
4. Why you enjoy the drug (or, more specifically, what it does for your thought process): It stimulates my intellect
5. Favorite music to play whilst spun: Really depends on the mood and who I'm with...sometimes I can get into techno and sometimes rock...sometimes I just prefer silence or conversation

I'm Kyle, I'm the mod's boyfriend...thought Id join up here since I sort of helped to create this place with my friend back in the day...how's everyone doing? Im not spun today but I do tweek about every weekend for a couple days, and I absolutely love it. Well, hope to meet some people here, and party on!
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